| Do you ever wonder what happens next in your life? When I was in school, altho I didn't know how everything is going to turn out, but I kind of knew in the back of my mind what to expect for the next four years...classes, exams, projects, hw, friends, sisters, internships...etc etc... Then I enter the next stage in my life, being part of the working class. At first it was different enough to keep me going and feel somewhat excited. It felt good to make money, felt good when your boss gives a raise or bonus. So now I've come to realize...I'm going to be working like this for the rest of my life! So, this is what I've worked so hard for. I look around me at my friends who are in the same stage in their life, many of them moved on to grad school, some moved to other states, some changed careers. Hmm...I thought to myself, am I missing something here? Should I also be doing something else? I miss the days where I can wake up in the morning and know that at 2 o'clock I'm going to be outta class, and I'm gonna go eat lunch with my friends at the Stamp Union. I miss those days where I know we'll all get together and hang out on Saturday night...not " Oh...I can't this week" not " I don't get off work til late" not " I'm so tired...you guys go ahead". *sigh* I guess this is what happens when we become adults huh? So, what's next I ask... |